♪♫ I'm tired of ♪♫

Seems,
I'm the one who only care about our group assignment~

Because,
I'm the one who keep on do this and that~
I'm the one who keep on sacrifice my sleeping time to edit assignment~
I'm the one who didn't even bother about my exam and do our assignment~
I'm the one who keep remind your own job and end up i doing back alone~
I'm the one who used up to 20+ hours to edit the assignment~

I'm kinda tired with this kind of lifestyle~
doing things alone but whole team get the benefits~
would you feel fair for me?
wouldn't you feel sorry or guilty to me?
if yes why i can't feel anythings?
i just felt you all feel more relief then me once i finished that assignment~

Peoples say choosing right team-mate is more easier to complete your task~
Yes, no doubt and I'm totally agreed with this statement~
but i need to highlight that right team-mate doesn't mean that its your close friends~
i got close friends together as a team with me~ so what?
It seem that i can't get any different with other strangers work as a team~
no connection, no communication and most important is no team spirit~

I understand that some of us must have some sacrifice~
but mine one seems over sacrifice myself~
if I'm purposely do it over time you can scold me~
i bet that you can't even find a reasonable reason to shoot at me~
i said need this on this time, you give me few days after that~
and end up i do it myself and the output is better then yours~
and many many things more~
I'm kinda tired of this kind of stressful lifestyle~

You feel tired you can purposely doing it slowly and say you sleep at what what what time~
how about me?
for last few week i almost everyday sleep at 4 something and awake at 8 something~
am i a robot that no need to sleep?
you say you tired and you can back to sleep how about me?
I'm totally disappointed with our team spirit~

A last little corner that i want to share out~
when i saw other groups doing their assignment together~
i'm really envy them have a such good team spirit~
although their product might not better then mine~
but they win the process~
which i was looking for it but i failed to have it~

Tonight is going to be a tough night for me to sleep~
Yes, I'm Emo back right now~
which i don't want to have it~