♪♫ Lesson Learned ♪♫

well well well~
when i get into local university~
i think i blamed a lot of peoples~
lecture, friends and many things as well as roommate~
those who close up with me should know about that~
and i did post on previous post as well~

in my personal opinion and for those who knows me well~
they knows that I'm those person that have no secret~
if you ask me anythings~
i can answer you honestly everything~
that's why many peoples can know my things easily~
except those very super privacy stuff and i won't even give a damn~

and as above topic~
i learned not to be so stubborn in any situations~
especially facing those peoples that might helps me in future~
and I'm super duper agree with one of the senior that told me~
"those who can stay with you not we these seniors, but is your sem-mate"~
then only i realized that i can live alone~
but this journey gonna be a tough one~
and it will only let me suffering alone~

i know how scary is the life that without any friends~
i know how lonely is the life that without any friends~
i know how hard is the life that without any friends~
i know how suffer is the life that without any friends~
because i did [pass through all these is my lifetime~

and now i need try to think wisely everything that i going to do~
all the things i do i MUST think carefully~
not even twice or third~
but must think what is the effect after the decision made~
so that i won't let peoples got chances to hate or put the blame on me~
i need to protect myself~

before that i admit that i actually planning to friends with seniors only~
because they really treat me very well and really look good after me~
especially that gangs of seniors that just stay beside my dorm~
what i need and what i don't know~
they was ready to help me~
something that they don't know they will help me ask other peoples to help me~
and i really feel proud that i have all these seniors~

and sadly to say that when i think back my batch~
i feel i repel by them because of certain reasons~
maybe because of i used to too sensitive?
but i deeply believe that my six-sense would never cheat me~
but this not going to let me discuss anymore~
and i psycho myself that everything is just a dream~
after i awake there will be no more nightmare in my life~

wei keong!!
stop dreaming anymore~
those sad things will only block you to keep moving on~
you should do whatsoever that can make you keep moving on~
but no keep moving down!!
i know you can do it~
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*psycho psycho psycho*