♪♫ Jar of Hearts ♪♫

Until now,
i still cannot accept the changes~
and i knew it already be a fact yet i still choose not to believe~

actually i have no confident with myself~
i have no confident we can friend as usual~
i have no confident we still have topics after this~
and most, i have no confident the situation can remain like last time~

all this start because of the day you refuse to reply me~
you just left me waiting and suffering all this alone~
i ain't a person with no feeling and no emotion~
i can feel my own heartbeat~
you know?
every beat just like a needle poke toward my heart~
you know nothing and you care for nothing~



Now,
Everything is not under my control,
it's beyond my power,
all I can do is just~
wait, and wait, and W.A.I.T~
just waiting for a miracle to save my life~

♪♫ Someone that from Penang? ♪♫

Let's say Hello to Teh LS from Penang to Kuala Lumpur!!!
I'm quite surprise when i received his message saying that he want to come Kuala Lumpur~
the main point is HE WANT TO STAY MY HOUSE!!!
in my life there's no one been stay overnight in my house~
i mean friends, and he is the first one~
and i feel quite awkward because i have no experience with it~
P/S: no experience in introduce my friend where to go but not ahem ahem!!

i bring him around TimeSquare, Sg. Wang, Lot10, Pavilion and KLCC, Mid Valley and few more~
but he seems not really interested with it~ lol
maybe too hard to walk the whole shopping complex because too big and too far?
anyway, KL just famous with shopping~
so, i have no idea where to go also actually~ LOL

today his roommate (Mr Yong) fetch us to Klang to looks for other Eonist that stay at Klang~
feel Klang "bah kut teh" quite nice, especially dry one~
but the soup one seems same with KL actually~ ._.
anyway now he back to Penang already~
so i have to say Bye Bye to you~
sorry if i make you feel bad or boring~

Oppppppppppps~
still have 1 week left we are going back to Kedah already~
see you guys in jungle next week~
stay cheer and stay connection!!

Stay Tuned for further interesting part of my life! ♥

♪♫ 21 birthday ♪♫

Wuhoooooooooo!!!
Finally i passed my 21st birthday~
actually nothing special also~
maybe just because of i prefer peaceful life? lol
but i need to highlight few things too~

First of all~
i would like to say thanks to those who wasted your less then 1 minutes time to post a simple yet it's meaningful wishes for me in Facebook~
total up is about 300 wishes i think~
really appreciate it~
and to those who knows me well and sms to wish me~
i really feel happy with it!! i will keep it as long as i can~
thank you all very much~

Secondly~
i should say thanks to my dearest sister and her boyfriend too~
because they went to KLCC and Pavilion go and back few times just for my cake~
and what make me feel touching is they wait the new baked cake in front of the shop for about an hour just for my cake!
i really appreciate what you did~
thanks for that~

Thirdly~
specially wanna say thanks to KymYong, HuaJingJing, WenTeng & Limin too~
although the surprised celebration not really successful~
but it's really can make me keep inside my heart forever and ever~
thanks for KymYong that rushing back from Johor while HuaJingJing that rushing back from somewhere else~
and of course the blur queen (WenTeng) that try her best to cheat me but let me play back~ lol
and for the present too~
P/S: i have an oily skin but not very dry skin! =0

Anyhow, thanks to those who buy me a present and those who celebrate with me~
but, for sure not YongEow because he gave me sickness for present! LOL

Stay Tuned for further News ♥

♪♫ Last Night? ♪♫

Time really flies so fast~
just a clips of eyes, my Sem 1 in UUM is almost ended~
during this 4 months of time~
i learned a lot and i have my many first time as well~
the experience that i never have chances to gain in city's life~
i ain't saying that it can compare with city life~
but its really a unforgettable moment in my life~

I still remember when the first day i steps into UUM~
i feel weird and feel surprise~
because UUM is really huge like hell~
and i feel quite boring because my best friend will stay a long distance with me~
and the comment that they gave to UUM is really like jungles?
nothing can eat, nothing can enjoy~
its just exactly like go into jail!! :0
and i was really believe and feel scare with it~

But after i enter UUM~
i just realized that its not as bad as they comment on~
the life over here is quite relax and enjoyable~
*maybe i just sem 1 and know nothings?* lol
overall the life over here needs independence and socialize~
once you without this 2 things you might get boycott by friends~
but once you met with good senior the situation might changed~
maybe i'm indirectly mention someone~

no no no!!!
get back to my own train, get back to my own train~
as i said i did experienced a lot of new things~
which can consider my First time~
--possible visit to my friends room no matter how late the night is~
--need not to worry walk alone along the road no matter morning or night~
--watch meteor together with my seniors, not only once~
--study until morning without sleep~
--gambling until morning and i just be a audience~ =.=
--go to have breakfast @ supper at 5am at Changlun (chinese style & malay style)
--went to Kuala Perlis to have dinner x 2 times~
--went to Kuala Perlis see sunset~
--went to Changlun have dinner x few times~
--went to Penang have 4 days 3 nights trip~
and many many many many many many many manyyyyyyyyyy more~

but most of all must thanks to all my senior that accompanied us~
i admit that some of the action is really not suitable to learn it~
but i did appreciate anything that they taught me~
because i learned self control when the things comes to me~
but not addicted on it~
besides that~
i really want to say thousand times of thank you to selected seniors~
like Ben Ow, Boon Hock, Anson and JiXiang~
they did taught me and helps me a lot when i was in troubles~
especially Ben Ow and Boon Hock~
they 2 really a funny guys~
when i face both of them my unhappiness will totally disappear!!
its true~
you wouldn't believe unless you meet with them~

and i feel lucky because i did met many good friends over here~
no matter those who same course with me or not~
no matter those who same DPP with me or not~
i feel really lucky and blessed~
Thank God!

Its really a nice footsteps during this sem~
the footsteps is really memorable~
it won't too big and won't too small~
guess what??
many people told me my emo was reduced~
not reduced but is disappear~
not a fact but its on the way to be a fact soon~

Seriously i wish to say this to all my senior~
but of course i won't speak out~
if not misunderstanding might occur~ ==
Hey my beloved Senior~
Thanks for all the experience that you transfer to me~
guess what?
i really feel scare of next sem~
because i scare i will lose such a good batch of seniors like you guys~
i really miss all the moment together with you all!!!
IT'S TRUE!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♪♫ unforgettable night ♪♫

19/12/2011
This day can be my most unforgettable day since i get into local Uni~
i did quite a lot of things during a day of time~
morning before 5am we had gambling and chit-chat section in my room~
*although I'm not really willing to sit there and doing nothing*
but i not regret because i get a good breakfast after that~
after 5am we went out to Changlun a malay store to have our breakfast~

The reason we will choose that shop is because many of them comment that that shop is well-known with the nasi lemak~
but too bad that i didn't taste the nasi lemak but i tried the roti canai~
not bad, if have chances i will choose to go there one more time~
after that went back to room and sleep like nobody until i almost late for my class~
oppps~
i should say that enjoy should sacrificed with something else~

after all the class ended i get to know that we will going to Kuala Perlis~
my first expression is Oh My Gosh!!!
I'm going to enjoy again!!
then my senior fetch us go to Kuala Perlis to see the sea and having seafood as our dinner~

we took a lot of picture over there and enjoy the sea-wind blow towards to us~
the happiness can't describe with words, seriously~
after that we went to have our most high classes dinner ever since i enter UUM~
and after that we go and buy secret recipe for our friends that in UUM~

opps~!
imma going to sleep because i will have morning class on tomorrow~
hmmm~
I'm so anticipate for coming trip to Penang!! woots!! Yeah Yeah!!